Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. (Where the hell did that come from?) This brings a four-day weekend.
I need this weekend.
I need to see my mom and dad. I haven’t seen them in too long. This is no one’s fault but my own because I can’t get my shit together to get out the door to go see them, but I need to see them. Even if it means having to put up with spending time with my sister in the process. I can tell my sister to stick-it when she not-so-subtly makes judgmental, disapproving comments about something relating to my life. I need to see my mom and dad.
I need three days to spend with my Bob without having to share him with anyone else. I need to just be with him and not have to deal with anything else. Not have to deal with anyone else.
I’m in an odd place right now inside my head. I don’t know how to describe it.
I just need this weekend.
—