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December. People are apparently freaking out about the fact that we are only weeks away from the end of the decade and WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH YOUR LIFE in the last ten years. I am not in a padded room. I’ll consider that my biggest accomplishment. Anyway. Eight thousand some odd words in less than a week and while it’s dumb fan fiction and riddled with an obscene amount of typos, it feels good… Keep reading…Another page…
It’s November. Right then. It’s nothing new, but I feel like I’m running on a looming deadline, but I have no idea what that deadline might be for or when it’s going to hit. I feel like this pretty much all the time, but lately it’s been a much stronger sense of dread and I have no idea what is causing the uptick. And I don’t like it. In fun news… FFXIV released patch 5.1… Keep reading…Bushels of bad habits…
I’ve been listening to a lot of Fall Out Boy. Which feels like it should be a departure from all the Panic! At the Disco I was listening to, but after hearing 20 Dollar Nose Bleed I am just still further convinced that the two bands are practically interchangeable. The first time I heard it, I was distracted by other things until about the middle of the song and finally realized there were two different… Keep reading…Permanent jet lag…
Ten. Years. I always have so many things I want to say on this date, but when I start to write it out, it never quite comes out the way I want it to. Some things are just best left short and sweet. There have been a lot of ups and downs and a whole lot in between. This has been the greatest decade of my life because I’ve spent it with him. … Keep reading…Ten…
Hey it’s September. I didn’t even realize it was Labor Day Weekend until Thursday when Bob mentioned the long weekend coming up. I knew it was close, but my brain hadn’t registered just how close. I’ve been in self-preservation mode all summer because Summertime SAD needs to take Zoloft and Lexapro and go die in a fire. If I could go back to April 27th, I would have never taken that first pill. Anyway. The… Keep reading…Burn the ashes…
It’s August. Summer is two-thirds over. And thank fucking god for that. It took me a few weeks, but I finished Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers. I have questions. I have theories. I have so many screenshots of Thancred brooding. You heard me. Top 10 Most Played Artists for July 2019… 1.) Panic! at the Disco … 593 plays 2.) Matt Nathanson … 260 plays 3.) O.A.R. … 251 plays 4.) Matchbox Twenty… Keep reading…Til the doubt disappears…