I don’t even watch the show…

S: I can always tell when I’ve been listening to too much Glee music because original versions of songs sound weird. R: I can always tell when you’ve been listening to too much Glee music because you always listen to too much Glee music. S: Touché. — — New Morning Darren Criss

Don’t run away this time…

I’ve been trying to muster up a blog post for…awhile…and…I got nothin’. I have a knot on my forehead from smashing into the edge of the freezer while putting groceries away. Because I am just that talented. I had no idea I touched my forehead so much over the course of a day until I had a bruise to hit EVERY. DAMN. TIME. Ow. In the meantime… Andy Grammer released a new song with a… Keep reading…Don’t run away this time…

Just the lines in the sand…

My appointment was at 12:30. I left early because it was snowing and I didn’t know what the roads would be like. I got to the clinic at 12:15. I gave my name at the front desk and the receptionist told me I was checked in. I sat in the waiting room past my appointment time—though I’m not sure how long because I wasn’t actually watching the time. I sat through half each of two… Keep reading…Just the lines in the sand…

Down on its knees…

Detox Weekend Round One… Considering the entire experience with medication has been completely different than the first time around, I should have known better that coming off the medication would be COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. There were no 9-volt batteries to be found and I never thought I would actually miss them. I took my last dose of Prozac on a Wednesday night, my last dose of Trazodone had been two days before, and I stepped down… Keep reading…Down on its knees…

You and my imagination…

When I was a baby I had an episode where my eyes rolled back in my head and I stopped moving as if I was having some sort of seizure. After tests and drugs and shrugged shoulders they determined I had a “Left Temporal Irritability” and nothing more was ever said of it. Google it. Let me know if you find anything. Because as far as I can tell no such thing exists. All that… Keep reading…You and my imagination…

Always second guessing…

1.) I’ve lost eight pounds since I started taking the full dose of medication. I have absolutely no appetite and putting food in my mouth makes me physically gag. I don’t remember much of anything from the first time I started taking Topamax and Prozac, but I’m pretty sure I would remember if it had made me feel like absolute crap 24/7. It didn’t kill my appetite like this though. I lost all the weight… Keep reading…Always second guessing…