Just the lines in the sand…

Just the lines in the sand…

 March 26, 2014 | 01:53 AM  3 Comments on Just the lines in the sand…

My appointment was at 12:30. I left early because it was snowing and I didn’t know what the roads would be like. I got to the clinic at 12:15. I gave my name at the front desk and the receptionist told me I was checked in. I sat in the waiting room past my appointment time—though I’m not sure how long because I wasn’t actually watching the time. I sat through half each of two…

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Down on its knees…

Down on its knees…

 March 19, 2014 | 10:46 PM  0 Comments on Down on its knees…

Detox Weekend Round One… Considering the entire experience with medication has been completely different than the first time around, I should have known better that coming off the medication would be COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. There were no 9-volt batteries to be found and I never thought I would actually miss them. I took my last dose of Prozac on a Wednesday night, my last dose of Trazodone had been two days before, and I stepped down…

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You and my imagination…

You and my imagination…

 February 28, 2014 | 03:35 PM  1 Comment on You and my imagination…

When I was a baby I had an episode where my eyes rolled back in my head and I stopped moving as if I was having some sort of seizure. After tests and drugs and shrugged shoulders they determined I had a “Left Temporal Irritability” and nothing more was ever said of it. Google it. Let me know if you find anything. Because as far as I can tell no such thing exists. All that…

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Always second guessing…

Always second guessing…

 February 25, 2014 | 04:21 PM  2 Comments on Always second guessing…

1.) I’ve lost eight pounds since I started taking the full dose of medication. I have absolutely no appetite and putting food in my mouth makes me physically gag. I don’t remember much of anything from the first time I started taking Topamax and Prozac, but I’m pretty sure I would remember if it had made me feel like absolute crap 24/7. It didn’t kill my appetite like this though. I lost all the weight…

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Less than perfect…

Less than perfect…

 February 14, 2014 | 09:28 PM  0 Comments on Less than perfect…

Wednesday night I heard a weird noise that Bob thought sounded like wind rattling the house. Upon further inspection I found WATER DRIPPING FROM THE LIVING ROOM WINDOW. Oh hey, remember the Mystery Leak To End All Mystery Leaks when we had the whole front wall and half the ceiling of our living room torn out trying to find the damn leak and closing on our house was almost delayed and OH MY GOD CAN…

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Sheep needs moar sleep...

It’s already hard enough…

 February 4, 2014 | 02:57 PM  0 Comments on It’s already hard enough…

I am attempting fajitas in the crockpot for dinner. Sheep is dubious and would like to just go back to bed. Thanks for the support, critter. Appreciate it. Yesterday I was laying in bed with my laptop—as I do—and I felt like I was falling forward despite not actually moving. I also had considerable tingling in my fingers and buzzing in my foot. Later I felt as though I was suspended in Jello. (Why is…

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