it's a convoluted mess
Joel’s air conditioner is dead. Again. I have jury duty in August. Summer needs to fuck off already. Those are all different days. In no particular order because I didn’t have enough brain power to pay attention to such things. — Top 10 Most Played Artists for June 2020… 1.) The Young Veins … 352 plays 2.) Fall Out Boy … 300 plays 3.) The Killers … 245 plays 4.) O.A.R. … 242 plays… Keep reading…More of a relapse…
Sometimes when life is happening, I feel like I should be writing about it for the sake of documentation, but when I do finally sit down to actually write something, I just think…ech…not really worth it. I might look back in hindsight someday and think I should have written something, but as of right now, it’s a lot more effort than I’m willing to spend on something I don’t really want to write about in… Keep reading…Got a ten track mind…
Actually at this very moment as I’m typing this it’s 6:21AM. But song lyrics as post titles and all that… I finally have my follow up with Dr. Brain next week. You know…TWELVE WEEKS after my EEG. But let’s rewind… I got a bill for the MRI (from March) and 2/5 of the 5-day EEG. Because Park Nicollet’s billing system makes a whole lot of sense. Bob took it away from me before I could… Keep reading…It’s like five AM…
1.) I am bored and irritated with the internet. And most people in general. And reading the news makes me want to start campaigning to enact mandatory sterilization of complete imbeciles. 2.) I’ve been listening to a lot of Glee music. (Though mostly just songs featuring Kurt and Blaine.) Because sometimes a person just needs to drown out the incessant noise with painfully awkward music numbers. 3.) Writer’s block is kicking my ass and draining… Keep reading…While the walls come tumbling down…
My appointment was at 12:30. I left early because it was snowing and I didn’t know what the roads would be like. I got to the clinic at 12:15. I gave my name at the front desk and the receptionist told me I was checked in. I sat in the waiting room past my appointment time—though I’m not sure how long because I wasn’t actually watching the time. I sat through half each of two… Keep reading…Just the lines in the sand…
1.) I’ve lost eight pounds since I started taking the full dose of medication. I have absolutely no appetite and putting food in my mouth makes me physically gag. I don’t remember much of anything from the first time I started taking Topamax and Prozac, but I’m pretty sure I would remember if it had made me feel like absolute crap 24/7. It didn’t kill my appetite like this though. I lost all the weight… Keep reading…Always second guessing…